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[16 Jul 2004|06:24pm]
Hi everyone. I think I love burgundy_etc. Just because. I know she loves me too.

Anyway. I'm finally working on a new layout for synetika. I tried to go for something different than what everyone sees these days (grunge elegance) so I made my typical layout. Yeah, it's sad, but it works. It's also dark. But then again that's just me. The only un-dark layouts I've done end up looking so...normal. BUTWHOCARES.

Oh yeah, new livejournal: fraction. I haven't done anything to it yet, but I will. So you can start to de-add me and add me there. That way, the transition will be nice. So go, add me.
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I hate mainstream. [15 Jul 2004|07:30pm]
Mainstream is stupid. Evanescence was good until they became MTVized. Texas Hold'em poker is awesome until everyone starts to like it. But I still love watching it. JAMES VOGL OMG I LOVE YOUR ACCENT AND YOUR SKILL.

Greatest news ever: I finally BOUGHT Super Smash Bros. Melee. Not rented, BOUGHT. Sweet. Now my summer will be full of kickass...materials.

And finally, the icon you see before you is Aerith. The image that everyone seems to be using in their LJ icon these days. If anyone wants my "hazard to society" one, tell me and I'll give it to you. <3
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OMG CLOUD MARRY ME [14 Jul 2004|05:31pm]
ALL YOU FINAL FANTASY VII ADVENT CHILDREN FREAKS LOOK AT THIS!!! That's the phone Cloud uses. That sexy cell phone. Oh. My. God.
I've been spending the past few days looking at the screens and scans of AC. I'm getting so excited. Vincent gives me chills and Tifa is all "Hi I can still kick ass even when I'm wearing a bra" now. I cannot wait until this comes out.
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Unfortunacies, love. [13 Jul 2004|04:54pm]
You can see that I have new icons. One is Kabuki, one is Tifa, one is Rogue. Celebration! I was bored today and decided not to play Silent Shadows until later, so I made some icons. If you comment quickly, maybe I'll make you one!

Did you know that the girl in LostProphets's "Last Train Home" video is one of Ashlee Simpson's friends? I saw her in an episode the other night. It's called channel surfing.

I should go read a book. Suggest me something, please.
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[12 Jul 2004|07:04pm]
It's been a few days since I last posted here. Nothing big happened though. My cousins came over yesterday. My brother was playing baseball online on the PS2 and my cousins took the headset. It was so horrible. They said "Hey, 69 miles per hour. You like that?" It was hilarious, especially because we talked to a 13 year old, then a 24 year old.

Anyway. Synetika's death day is tomorrow. Amy's renewing the domain for me since I'll be sending her money soon, but not by tomorrow. So it's good. The board people love it so much there. Too bad there's only 7 of them.

hellobrains is a cool community. Go apply there. Because you guys are all smart. Even though I'm not.
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[08 Jul 2004|10:19pm]
I had a weird dream. I saw my grandfather, so I hugged him, but he faded away as I was hugging him.

I was playing Silent Shadows with Brandon yesterday. I was telling someone how I'm going to have sex with Alfred Molina who is 54 years old. You know my nature, I joke a lot in sarcasm. The guy got so scared until I told him I was joking. But someone overheard me saying that and said he wanted to marry me. Well my character.
Brandon told me that every guy there throws himself on me like I'm a piece of bread while they're pigeons. It's true. But I think so little girls play that game that guys will do anything to cyber.

Yeah, I'm an ex-Ragnarok player. But I need friends on Silent Shadows. Download it and play it with me.

Oh yeah. JOIN MY DAMN MESSAGE BOARD.
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[06 Jul 2004|02:38pm]
On Saturday, I went up to Bergen County. Montvale to be exact. It's a nice town, despite the fact that I hate it.

I hate living in New Jersey.

I went to Atlantic City Sunday morning. Came back last night. Horrible traffic. I watched The Punisher there. It was okay. Much better than Cody Banks 2, which may have been one of the worst movies of all time. I went to PacSun and I got a lot of stuff from there. Nice stuff. And Fossil too. I got a really cute t-shirt. And one from Gap. Along with that really nice smelling Dream perfume thing.

Anyway. 2004 World Series of Poker on tonight. I'm going with Sam Farha to win the damn money. He is THE man.
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SPIDER-MAN 2 [02 Jul 2004|09:28pm]
Might I say that Spider-Man 2 is the definition of a great movie? I loved it. I can't picture who didn't love it. If I find someone who didn't, I'll probably webshoot him/her or something. I got bit by a spider in the movie theater. Yeah.

And I'm going to marry Alfred Molina. Hena Molina...that sounds just about perfect. It rhymes, and it already has the first two letters of my last name. It won't be hard to use as a signature when I use those shiny credit cards.

Muahahahaha.

Hi Tobey, can I have you?

Anyway. I won't be here tomorrow, Sunday and Monday. Fourth of July vacation thing with the family. Miss me all you want because I won't even think about you.

Except for maybe you.
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[30 Jun 2004|11:02am]
If anyone would like to help me find my sanity, please comment/email/call me. I'm dying over here.
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[28 Jun 2004|06:15pm]
I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS LIFE.
It's stupid. It's an everyday routine that gets fucking overrused.

And it gets on my fucking nerves.

I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE.

Now is when I can lie down, cry, and die.

Everything is NOT in its right place. Everything is falling apart right in front of my eyes. And I've no clue how to put it back together.

Be happy. This is the story of my life, not your's.
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[26 Jun 2004|06:29pm]
Thought I'd update. My LJ has a new look. I was tired of the darkness.

I could tell you all how much I hate being a girl. Especially when painkillers don't work. But all I'd be doing is letting out my anger and pain in writing form instead of taking it out on a person. And I want to do the second one. Last time, the boxing bag in my basement fell down because of me.

I finally got my kROCK 92 Free Card in the mail. What it does, I have no clue.
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[25 Jun 2004|04:14pm]
FUCK YOU LIVEJOURNAL YOU DON'T FUCKING WORK IF YOU AREN'T GOING TO WORK MAKE IT NOT WORK DURING SOME OTHER TIME FUCK YOU DAMMIT FUCK YOU GODDAMNED STUPID LIVEJOURNAL FUCK YOU.

Good news. I'm getting the Chiaki Kuriyama/Gogo Yubari haircut. Soon.
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FUCK FUCK FUCK I can say the word FUCK [24 Jun 2004|11:05pm]
Geez. What the fuck is all this not being able to open livejournal.com?

I had an interesting dream. I was invited to a kimono party in Virginia by my best friend there, and I went in an Indian sari. I honestly don't know why. But I went there and I hugged my friend, she introduced me to her friends, and some of my own friends were there. So I hung out with them and we were in a garage with cars. Don't ask me why. Then I get poked in the back and I ignored it because I thought it was a person who did it by mistake. Then I get poked again, and decide to look back and yell at the person, when I see no one was there. I look back, get poked again, then realize that it was Brandon, my admirer and my best friend's friend who is now my friend. So I gave him a hug and we walked out of the place as he had an arm around my shoulder. I DON'T KNOW WHY! That's when I woke up.

Why was I wearing a sari when I'm supposed to be wearing a kimono?

Whatever. I'm writing an essay about which Final Fantasy characters I hate. Yay.
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[22 Jun 2004|05:56pm]
Please tell me I'm not the only one.

I've always wanted to know what dog food tastes like.

It looks pretty good on commercials.

Maybe I should get a dog first.
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[20 Jun 2004|10:04pm]
Well, good news: I BEAT THE WATER TEMPLE! Muahaha. Thanks to the damn stategy guide. Now I'm afraid of the Shadow Temple. I'm afraid of those zombie things that go "AHHHHHH!" in a high woman voice. *shivers*

I think I want a new livejournal. Any name ideas?
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[20 Jun 2004|03:13pm]
I had a really weird dream last night. I was trapped in the orthodontist's office and I was calling my parents to come save me and bring the cops. They never came.

I played OoT last night, finally. I've been in the Water temple for the longest time. I hate that temple. I hate it. It's so watery. Bah. I did everything until I got to the boss key when I realize I needed a key to open that door. So I had to go back and do everything once again and I got the key. Grr.

Stupid Princess Ruto. You should have gotten eaten by Jabu Jabu and Link wouldn't have saved you. Bah.

Uhm, okay hi. I had other things to say but I forgot. My summer vacation is going so boring. Fuck it.
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Morning. [19 Jun 2004|04:01pm]
I was reading through my old EGMs and I came across a Parasite Eve ad. Remembering it was awesome. It was my first Squaresoft game, and it was a classic. It was so creepy, so awesome. I made a lot of icons for Death Puppets using Parasite Eve images.

Old music was awesome. Final Fantasy VI-IX had great music. X kind of ruined it with more thinking. I guess I like the whole midi quality better. I don't think I'm the only one though.

Okay, anyway. The new Powerpuff girls are so stupid. I can't wait to see PuffyAmiYumi though. Muahaha.
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[18 Jun 2004|11:50am]
In celebration of summer vacation, I was reading my Sailor Moon manga last night. I mean, it was there in my room, so I read it. It was very nice, especially the first series. Darien Shields...ah, yes, full hotness. Tuxedo Mask...full hotness. And in the anime part where he's Moonlight Knight...no, I'm afraid he wasn't hot. Because he was covered up. And he threw WHITE roses. Red roses are SO much better.

Has anyone seen the trailer for Finding Neverland? I think it's going to be one of those My Father's Glory movies. But you know, it's Johnny Depp. And it is somewhat related to Peter Pan. Probably 5%. Who knows. I'll end up watching it just for Johnny, just as all the other Johnny Depp movies.
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[17 Jun 2004|05:58pm]
I'm so stupid. I forgot to say:
CONGRATULATIONS MEGHAN!!!!!!!!! Good luck in your really awesome life. :D

Anyway. Shindig was fun. Boring at points, but fun.

I have nothing to do now. Bye.
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MOO-HOO-HA HA HA [16 Jun 2004|10:08pm]
Good News:
The last day of school was yesterday.
I managed to get a C on my CHEMISTRY FINAL. (Holler!)
I got an A- on my English final. (2 hours paid off.)
I took many pictures of people that I might never see in my life again.
I bought the Beastie Boys CD. (SHAZAM!)

Bad News:
I may have failed my French final.
I may have failed my Algebra final.
I may have a severe case of memory loss.
My heel hurts so bad.
This guy is so nice, but I don't know how to say I don't want to be his girlfriend.

Anyway. I have a shindig tomorrow at my house. It's the shindig. Like, you should all come.
I feel so bored now that I don't have homework. I wonder how you graduates all feel right now that you won't have high school homework for the rest of your lives. FEEL HAPPY! (Congrats Marissa and Alex and Ben and all you other people on my friends list who graduated but can't remember off the top of my head.)

Thanks to my board buddies, I'm getting money for renewal of synetika.net. FUCK YES.
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